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December 6th, 2005

09:59 pm: Ah-ha! LJ is actually usefull...
Well now, here's something I'd like to rant about....The Caribou High School has a Girls Group, which was something that Briana (my girlfriend, for those of you who are behind) enjoyed very much. Now a nasty rumor got started, partly my fault I admit, that she was telling me about the confidential information passed in this group. The only thing that she told me was that one girl in particular was in it. This surprised me, because this is mostly a support group and the girl she mentioned was quite stable when I last knew her. When I mentioned it to her, she asked how I knew. I told her the truth, that I had heard from Briana. I explained that she liked to talk about the support she was getting, as well as the fun she was having, in this after school activity. After a simple misconception, and the unlucky event that her best friend was going through a difficult week, the entirety of the girls group now thinks that Briana has been telling me everything about what goes on in there. She is no longer in danger of being kicked out, but that doesn't solve the trust issue. The group leader, a representative of First Health (supposedly the mature orchestrator of this group), simply said "We're going to give you another chance". Not once did anyone say "Did you really do that?". She only had the opportunity to say "I didn't do it" once, which no one believed or payed attention to. And because Briana doesn't have the confidence to stand up to these people, she just gets beaten into the ground and looks more guilty all the time. What I'd really like to do is go in myself and give these girls a good finger-shaking....That sounds really wrong....Scolding? Is that better? Either way, I'm here, they're there, and I'm banned from CHS. All I can do is sit here and feel guilty for having played my part in this. Fuck.

And the winner is....Trust in friends.

-Matthew Richards

Current Mood: Faith in Youth
Current Music: Tommy febuary6: Lonely in Gorgeous
07:47 pm: First Post
I really have no idea what I'm supposed to do here...I guess if anyone reads this, try to help me find other people I know, cause there isn't any other way for me to find all the LJs of my friends. By the way, this system sucks. There are like 7 different levels of friendship/notification/shit. I hate Live Journal more than I did before I used it. Oh well, it's still a good way to keep in touch with friends....I would like a friends only message board, but I don't know if this can do that (can it?). Anyway, thats all I have for now, I need to be doing work.

-Matthew Richards

Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: If I was in my room, it would be Tommy febuary6
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